I will be doing Casting Calls for my ideas for photography.... right now I am looking for Goth Girls that are fit and are comfortabl in bikinis in photos.
If you were sent to prison for an undefined amount of time, what would you miss most?
First off I start by saying that would suck royally.
I would miss my child and husband, my camera, and my friends(i do have a few)
I dont have much freedom now so that wouldnt be much different. My child isnt bad and she doesnt crowd my freedom but my husband kind of does. My kid is pretty great about going places with me and helping with photoshoots, sometimes she gets frustrated and throws fits but shes three so I dont expect her to be any different. My husband yells and moans and groans if I go any where, he doesnt even like people over, so I pretty much try not to go anywhere for the sake of not hearing him bitch. But I cant say I blame him to much because he works alot and takes care of me and Holly and he doesnt get out much so hes jealous when I do. I sort of make him out to be worse than he really is.
Hes a good povider, and he love Holly with all his heart. And when I trully want something he gets it for me. Im in a way spoiled. We have been together for 6 years. 3 married 3 not. So we have been together for a long time. We know each others stregths and weaknesses. But then again I dont think we really really know each other. His birthday is coming up April 10th, and I still dont know what to get him. I never know what to get him, hes the hardest person to buy for. And he works more than we get to talk anymore. Even when he didnt have a night job, he played video games. We just dont talk much anymore. Im pregnant and we dont talk. Thats not healthy. Before stephen had lost his other night job, we wanted another baby, so we tried for a month and then as soon as I found out I was pregnant, he lost his job. Ever since that hes been rather negative. So like the title its been like prison here trying not to step on his toes.
Dont get me wrong,
I love him with all my heart, and I want to be with him for 60 more years. I just hope we can start communicating more. I hope I can find a job that will let me be more creative, and help pay for things. I have the church but I know Stephen wnts me to do more.